i have a date with a psychic tonight. not a date-date. it's a girl. that's a psychic. a friend of a friend that talks to friends of the friend for free.

and i have been so nervous. staring at the phone. what if she tells me i am a horrible person? what if she tells me something, anything that i don't want to know? what if she tells me what i already know but don't want to admit but then have to admit bc she said it out loud?

but i did call.

and she didn't answer.

so now i am worried that she doesn't want to talk to me. bc she's psychic, you know. she had to of known i was calling.