not ready

brody's daddy came home today. truth is he came home last night, but i didn't know until today. he is back in kc for good and will have brody 2 nights a week from now on. happy for brody, happy for his dad...happy the long stretch of brody asking for him is coming to an end.

it was easier to take all of the toys when we moved vs picking and choosing...knowing i eventually would give 1/2 of them back to his daddy.

so today, i am doing just that. sorting through his toys and packing up what will be sent to his dad's. i am not ready to let his toys go. i am not ready to not have him 2 nights a week. i am not ready for his daddy to be back home. not there yet. not yet.